my eyes are red, my eyes are wide 

Hollow and full of smoke. illusions release from lungs im pouring the truth a fotant ive become for every word that takes me away i remain isolated from the touch and feel of the ground how i wounder what its like to have kept something other 

than the acke in my lungs, this is the season for burnt tongues and dried lungs when you lost touch with your site you dont recognize the reflections in the mirror 

because when i lost you i lost my self

my eyes are red, my eyes are wide 

Hollow and full of smoke. illusions release from lungs im pouring the truth a fotant ive become for every word that takes me away i remain isolated from the touch and feel of the ground

I can not bare to live a body that has worm and torn its value, when you stain your skin not even holly water cleans what scares only fades from eyes but stays in hearts. 

how i wounder what its like to have kept something other 

than the acke in my lungs, this is the season for burnt tongues and dried lungs when you lost touch with your site you dont recognize the reflections in the mirror

Ive ben waiting for the day to come, were the bills roll in and they disapear 

were i lay back in this chair with my vacant stair my empty hands reach for the haze 

above my tv grabing for more, more to feel 

what if i just wanted more air to breath would it be to much to ask,

It would be eassier not to care with nothing to fear but nothing to feel

empty and meaningless maby you just need house were you can find your self 

just to get away from the noise this city holds

Ive ben waiting for the day to come, were the bills roll in and they disapear 

were i lay back in this chair with my vacant stair my empty hands reach for the haze 

above my tv grabing for more, more to feel

what if i just wanted more to feel would it be to much to ask for 

a pretty face next to me i cant replace every morning at sun rise she has my coffe

and bred laid out for me is it to much to have to want so dont steal whats not yours,

I wake up just to be with you.

Im chasing street lights, like your voice is calling me, passing by cars ill chase the light to heaven im begging to find the noise, the noise that is calling me 

its sounds just like your voice and its ben ringing in my ear all night and now its a quarter past tree and im woundering the streets 

Im chasing street lights, like your voice is calling me cigarette buds to fallow my trail 

am i lost, passing by cars ill chase the light to heaven im begging to find the noise, the noise that is calling me 

pleas dont let it rain on me im just looking for you its ben a long day and i miss your arms i miss your face im trying to reach across the end of the rode but your miles from my eyes and not enough in my pockets to drive me by 

and the ground just over laps right on over me with tree’s and watter to fill the sea id swim and there’s a sky and i know i can just learn to fly even if im just high i can still hear your voice and im coming home dear bus, train or plan i dont care if i have to walk it im coming home 

Can we just get high, and fly away. to our run away forget the rest nothing else no one else id rather be with right now than you the tolls ive paid when you went away all the anchors sinking in me.

home sick for so long when am i coming home to meet your blessed arms again when will i be abble to rest my weary head from so many nights dressed in white and waiting, waiting around stairing at these photos of you and I.

just know ill be coming home my dear, just know ill be coming home.

layed in bed and what i do est remember everything possible every second and i hope you woulnt take a single one back i just wish i could be better and im jelous of everyone who can look at you everyday i cant ive found the meaning of eveything of what your mother said of everything i fought and lost but the morning you left ive never felt the same on the rode ive never stoped thinking or missing you for a second

just know ill be coming home my dear, just know ill be coming home.

there’s a haze above my world and it aint just my destruction emtpy chest but never an empty barrel empty bottle but never for long 

Im am your answer, the vessel to high tides 

were you want to be at sea letting your feet sink into the ground and feel each drop of rain on your skin a form of hatred drowning everything at sea

under high tides smiling as those gasp for apology there body’s rote  deeper than all anchors at sea 

Im am your answer, the vessel to high tides 

so fallow me, as i drown the enemy as if you’ve never ben tired of loosing something maby everything including apart of your self the things you will never get back all the time you’ve put and all the agony it reminds just follow me,

were you want to be at sea letting your feet sink into the ground and feel each drop of rain on your skin a form of hatred drowning everything at sea

under high tides smiling as those gasp for apology there body’s rote deeper than all anchors at sea 

Your everything i used to know, and im nothing less i cant lie i havent ben the same but i see your just scaring me i am only but one and i dont care where i go or where ever i may rome

but with the air i breath i taste its stale now inhale and feel my present my cheap colon that you’ved always loved inhale and feel the change the vibes in the air summer time and its no different just longer nights were you and i can barley sleep at night 

everything i used to know and im nothing less of that i cant lie i haven’t ben the same but today it phases me by as what memories do and all i can do is sit out side away from this house cause it aint a home anymore i dont know what to do but i warn you when i walk out the door im not sure im ever coming back you call and i foreword it im not even coming by for the holidays  

but with the air i breath i taste its stale now inhale and feel my present my cheap colon that you’ved always loved inhale and feel the change the vibes in the air summer time and its no different just longer nights were you and i can barley sleep at night

just close your eyes and prey its all a dream am i guilty, its no secret that i still wounder why 

Im the kinda guy that’ll travel half way across the world just to be closer to you and farther from them 

there are no miles and rode’s oceans or seas that can keep me away from you,  if you belong to the sky and i stay grounded ill learn to fly just for you

you dont have to cry tonight because im already walking on the high way and i may be looking for a ride so this wont have to take any longer because your just the kinda girl i cant make wait

When im lost ill just pick up the phone and ask for directions and listing for the sound of your heart beat and fallow the rhythm  

Im the kinda guy that’ll travel half way across the world just to be closer to you and farther from them 

Can you smell the ocean air, can you taste the salt in your lungs a little louder cause i cant hear you when you gasping for air 

i’ll reach out and give you my hand, but i only think i will drown and i dont know why but a voice in the back of my mind always wants to anyways and i know im not supposed to.

I try to catch a grip on reality and my feet sink into the sand as i stand in this vacant  land with a cigarette lit hand in hand i know i shouldn’t but its what you do 

Can you smell the ocean air, can you taste the salt in your lungs a little louder cause i cant hear you when you gasping for air 

I thought i could save you i thought i could lift you from the town rumors and show you what real love is but you just couldnt hang and all though i stood around i just wondered if you really thought of me or missed me. how long will it take for you to realize you were never more happy with me and im sure your family see’s it too

Im just not the person i knew back then, but im okay with that as long as im loved for who i am, for who i really am 

i know nothing of yesterday, where am i today im living this way and wondering where have you ben where have i ben   what is reality no one can save me now i never choose to be this.

  there is a void of emptiness inside of me where this hate fills and cant help but not to care or know who i am,

to forget who am i am and live up to the empty days and long nights when i wake i dont remember  

new faces we mend and sow and with so much time in a day things change and when they go sometimes you cant fallow and when nothing was wrong its time to go far away where i cant reach i wont ever forget but i wont ever forgive the sky for giving so much to take 

its the pain we make and we live with only because we took the dare and chose to take on the world and it only means something when there something worth the while worth living for not so frail not so reckless that you have no chose but to stand on your own 

Nights grow longer nights grow colder as we remember who we were and what we had till time grew greater than us taking everything it gave and every bit of meaning with it its your choice where to go from there but thats not the answer im looking for im not seeking an answer im searching for you 

• 1. Enemies Beware 
• 2. Forgotten
• 3. Humble Hearts 
• 4. Confessions
• 5. Homeless 
• 6. Red Knuckles  
• 7. A New Man 
• 8. Fractures
• 9. (Bonus- Reflections)

Extra’s to Be worked on-

1. Only Memories.
2. Anchors at Shore 
3. Front Lines 
4. Autumn Im Coming 
5. Smoke & Ruble 
6. Home Sick
7. Only If you Could See
8. Forgive me
9. Godless  

These reflections are of what the man i used to be now its time to step up and see whats here 

past few years have past me by some where the best and some where the worst so we sit and live for today’s tragedy and prepare for tomorrows catastrophe  

its just the way its gotta be, but not for me im done with cominment of struggle

I’ll live free to die hard there will be plenty of time to get serious in the future no time when this shit happens to you and me 

 These reflections are of what the man i used to be now its time to step up and see whats here for me.

 when your young and vibrant and to many just wanna take shit for granted you just look the other way theres always someone and something better and willing to give more as in real feelings and with out this worry of waking up one day with nothing